Confused... Insane... Sleepy and Disturbed!

Confused... Insane... Sleepy and Disturbed!

 

   I slept at about 2 am, got up at 5:40 and went to school 6:15. My head hurts, my back screams pain, my hands beg to rest and my heart says: "Feed me..." I hate being a professional bum/crammer takes the fun of being a schootudent but I can't help to be like that... I work efficiently when I am under pressure... Dang...! I really need to do something about this.

 

Good thing:

 

   I'm inspired last night, so I almost finished my drawings (thanks to ahem ahem). I am really inlove right now and I don't know when i'll be committing myself to ahem ahem... But I do love him (sorry prince my heart belongs to someone else! hahaha) na ata! Every sign that I asked from God is here! He's single (back off girls he's mine! ahahaha!) , i'm single, he loves me (I hope!) and I do love him so much! I don't know what's holding me back...

 

"True love doesn't have to be ideal, it just have to be real..."

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Bad thing:

 

   I'm sleepy and I can't sleep. I still need to study and my brain/body doesn't want to... I need to go outside and be a social animal... I might go to the mall and stroll and window shop. He's on my mind... and I can't get him out! Darn... Commit me to the nearest mental hospital cuz I'm already insane...

 

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